"SUCCESS is getting what you want. HAPPINESS is wanting what you get."

HAPPINESS COMES FIRST BEFORE SUCCESS!

On the 15th of September,I got a job as a Waitress. I started working the next day on 1Malaysia Day,the 16th Sept. 2011 ):

I know I didn't get the job as a promoter as I said earlier, but the Lord has His way of revealing your life destinies, I finally got a job as a Waitress at a Bakery and Cafeteria just outside my garden. My Mom says it's okay and she fetches me there and fetches me back. I know she has been very controllable over her daughter for the last decades but I know deep inside only a Mother's Love can be so great so as to enable her daughter to grow old safely. And to be able to find a job at the age of 43 is extreme JOY for me and I thanked the Lord for that. Tis my own hands that lead to this job. I am thus grateful for open arms from the Lord.

I have been working steadily and I also work shifts two days in a week. I like the shifts though. Gives me time to break and breathe. I also work nine hours a day and overtime too. I have medical benefits as well as EPF and SOCSO. I have 8 days annual leave and a day OFF each week. I have two free meals provided , that is the best part. I can save now that I don't have to eat outside. I am very happy with my reward from the Lord. So far, my performance has been good. I have been in the service line for years and serving has been my greatest achievement so far. I thank and praise the Lord.

Life is like a sewer. What you get out of it depends on what you put into it. - Tom Lefeur.( Btw, I didn't get the job as a promoter )

If I learn to wash the toilet well, and my principles last forever, my toilet will forever be CLEAN! The Joy of the Lord is my STRENGTH! (I must own the toilet / loo first!)

I have a family, I have a husband,I have two children, I HAVE A JOB!!!!! This is my ULTIMATE HAPPINESS! This is my picture of love, laughter and arguments between a couple. RECONCILIATION. ):D

Myself and my spouse. Good Times!=D ):

THIS IS HOW I AM GONNA DRESS UP!

This will be my aspiration and my dream...

JOURNAL ENTRY DATED 13th AUGUST,2011 Saturday.

Money rules the world. Money makes the world go round. I had let go of money for a long time. Money had no hold or grudge on me. I HAD PASSED MY SENTENCE. I keep thinking that if I go shopping, I'm gonna have a great time but in truth, I am not allowed to even go shopping and buy things of my own choice. I am depressed and my mother's reason is that I am sick.

I have to make another mark in life soon with the help from the Lord. I've got to find a job at the Shopping Mall outside when it opens. Then I can look for a job and earn an income. I can then have leisure shopping. God had given me a second chance for freedom. I am gonna rise up again and work to earn a living. When the right time comes, I shall make my act. My mother has given me her permission. Now is only a waiting period of 4 more months...

JOURNAL ENTRY DD 3rd August 2011 WEDNESDAY.

My mother had contracted cataracts in both her eyes and an abdominal pain yesterday night. We are going to HOSPITAL SUNGAI BULOH for CHECK-UPS. She has an APPOINTMENT with the doctor this afternoon. We are going for surgery on her cataracts. I am gonna wear spectacles for the rest of my life. My mother is going for LASER and surgery on cataracts. We are gonna get a doctor's letter or permission for surgery. My mother wants to do it because if it gets fatal there could be BLINDNESS when during old age.I agree with her and contended to take care of her when she is sick. I am always by my mother's side. She has given me everything and it is time for me to pay her back my tender loving hands....

I love you ma...