If Nothing Lasts Forever Will You Be My Nothing ?

I'll be your ONLY ONE.......Y.T.Tan and You'll be my ONLY ONE  :) D <3

Final Fantasy - Enigma - Sadness

Sadness dwells in that brings peace and contentment :D

I hate you and I Love You for listening to music.

The radio gives out good lively music. When I am depressed, I listened to the radio and my spirits are lifted. Sometimes the other room might not like it but you lower down the volume. Try not to offend anyone at all.

LIFE IS SEEMINGLY BRIGHTER WITH THE ARRIVAL OF MUSIC!

JOURNAL ENTRY.

It's been a year had passed and I am getting the hang of my independence. My kids are doing fine in school and their father is getting along well as well. My mother-in-law had installed two brand new shower heaters in the house and she also bought some new furniture. The Ogawa Massage-chair had been neatly arranged in the living room to accomodate space for relaxation. The dining table is the same as always - they are all "vegetarians". Someone said that my "happiness" lies greatly on my in-laws being "vegetarians". Being vegetarian means "BUDDHIST". I am a CATHOLIC WICCAN by faith.

I have instilled position and status at my back-home here and my family supports me and my views. Although there are many heart's desire that I cannot buy but I reasoned to myself to bring satisfaction that lasts. Sometimes the thought of being contented and manageable is enough to continue living here and my hands are still moving and so are my wheels.

When you just got married, your hands don't have to move but when the baby finally take shape, you'll find your whole body constantly sweating and moving along with your baby. Unless you can afford to pay for the usage of hands. Or ask your new-found mother for some help.

Some people's lives are lived like kings and princes. And some are made to be slaves. The trick is not to lose your job and able to provide for your car-loan. Happy Mother's Day in the coming month...

5 surprising habits of HAPPY PEOPLE:-

1.  Laugh more - endophines increased.

2.  Meditation - wellness (alternatives - eat chocolates )

3.  Have a Passion - a hobby, a purpose, a social bond to create a meaningful structure to your time.

4.  Eat Brazil Nuts - to prevent against Alzheimer and brain diseases.

5.  Pamper Yourself - go "shopping" or go to the SPA.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY NEXT MONTH!

TIME HAS A WAY OF REVEALING THINGS.

Uncompatible. Unsuitable. Unfit. Unworthy. Unfaithful. Unjust. Unpotential. Untruthed. Unlikely. Thank the Lord and I praise the Lord.

Poem.

Aduhai malang Pak Kadok!
Ayamnya menang kampung tergadai!
Ada nasi dicurahkan,
Awak pulang kebuluran!
Mudik menongkah surut,
Hilir menongkah pasang!
Ada isteri dibunuh,
Nyaris mati oleh tak makan!
Masa belayar kematian angin,
Sudah dilabuh bayu berpuput,
Ada rumah bertandang duduk!

This won't happened. Prevention is better. Always listen and lend a listening ear. You may never know if it may save your life......

I DON'T CHANGE MY LIFE.

I will not change my Life. I will remain the same over here with Mom. We are going travelling later on and I am going to dress-up. We are taking pictures together as a family. I am not going to join any social clubs. I am joining facebook, a social hub. My life remains the same. No change. Good Life! Good Times ! I love it.

Journal Entry.

I'm happy to be alone. Being alone is my Destiny. I cherished it in my heart. I knew the time is right. I had wanted it. I know one day I might have to U-turn back but I heed no call yet so far. I am going travelling with my Mom and Dad come next year. We are going abroad to visit relations. I am looking forward to it. Travelling and buying and seeing new things. This is the height of my life. Once again since 1993.

Marriage - what did you give????? I gave my pair of hands and my body. Tender, loving care to my boys. Sweet love to my partner. What did I get in return? Food and shelter. Something in between is my heart's desire. My husband gave me my heart's desire. Maybe we were destined to be together once. I let go of it because I have had enough. Enough of his pranks and his habits.

To the Lord , I gave my faith, my heart and my soul. Amen.