THIS IS HOW I AM GONNA DRESS UP!

This will be my aspiration and my dream...

JOURNAL ENTRY DATED 13th AUGUST,2011 Saturday.

Money rules the world. Money makes the world go round. I had let go of money for a long time. Money had no hold or grudge on me. I HAD PASSED MY SENTENCE. I keep thinking that if I go shopping, I'm gonna have a great time but in truth, I am not allowed to even go shopping and buy things of my own choice. I am depressed and my mother's reason is that I am sick.

I have to make another mark in life soon with the help from the Lord. I've got to find a job at the Shopping Mall outside when it opens. Then I can look for a job and earn an income. I can then have leisure shopping. God had given me a second chance for freedom. I am gonna rise up again and work to earn a living. When the right time comes, I shall make my act. My mother has given me her permission. Now is only a waiting period of 4 more months...

JOURNAL ENTRY DD 3rd August 2011 WEDNESDAY.

My mother had contracted cataracts in both her eyes and an abdominal pain yesterday night. We are going to HOSPITAL SUNGAI BULOH for CHECK-UPS. She has an APPOINTMENT with the doctor this afternoon. We are going for surgery on her cataracts. I am gonna wear spectacles for the rest of my life. My mother is going for LASER and surgery on cataracts. We are gonna get a doctor's letter or permission for surgery. My mother wants to do it because if it gets fatal there could be BLINDNESS when during old age.I agree with her and contended to take care of her when she is sick. I am always by my mother's side. She has given me everything and it is time for me to pay her back my tender loving hands....

I love you ma...